I dont think my blog's created to tell stories about things. Ive created it to express my feelings. But sometimes I just dont know how to express it. So I made stories that can show u how I feel. Currently, im confused. I just dont know what I want. Ive been thinking all away but I dont get it. Things doesnt go very well. Sometimes im happy, sometimes I dont. So theres a lot of mood changes everytime we text. My life with her is all about texting. Its ok, im happy with it. I really want to be a good man for her. So I just follow her rythms. Its painful but im willing to do anything. That can show u how much I need her. Geez im crapping too much. I just want to scream all away but I cant. My conscience keep telling me that I should keep it in my heart.

P/s : Sometimes I worry about things that doesnt make sense. Thats why I said that I have mind that controlled by paranoia.

Damn! Im grounded. Forever I guess. Thanks to the teachers and those who helped. Im happy with my new life. No more night outing except Friday night. Geez, sounds like... Erhh... No life!! Thats why I hate school. Making my life miserable.

Syafiq, his brother(dont know his name), Asyraaf, Dika and I went to Kuantan yesterday. Went to East Coast Mall of course. Bought the clash of the titans tickets. Syafiq's brother paid for that. Heeee~ After that, we went to noodle station for dinner. Again, Syafiq's brother treated us. Weee~ Hahaha. The movie? Awesome! But I want to watch in 3D. The tickets for 3D? 12.45pm. Do you have the guts? We watched the movie at 9.45pm. East Coast Mall has been fully conquered by us while waiting for it. I dont think I have the guts to wait for 3D. HAHAHA. Sometimes I feel like it is a nonsense movie. God have siblings? Having sex with human which has created by himself? The most nonsense part is when god can have kids. And god's power depends on humans love. But still, I think it is an awesome movie. Half legend and half mitose.