I still cant believe that she cried because of me. Now I realized how important I am to her. Lets just call her Natsuki. I dont know why should I call her Natsuki. I just love that name. HAHA. Well she said, she read again my Eid card that I gave to her last year. It was when I didnt contact her for a while due to.... ermm I think I didnt have to tell about that. Its a long and complex story. She read again and she cried. Wahaaauuu, I still cant believe it. Someone out there, cried all because of me. Because I didnt text or call her for a quite long time. I've been wondering...... I know this post is a rubbish. But who cares? Its my blog. This is my bestest way to express my feelings. For those who have problems with it. Shut your fucking mouth up!

Mind under construction. Keep thinking about things that not really important. I guess. What should I wear tommorow, girls and so on. Stupid right? But this is me. This is what I really am. Mind that controlled by paranoia, sometimes. Thinking way too much. I analyse absolutely everything! Im extremely stressed out, depression and discomfort is creeping over me.

Things doesnt go really well lately. Luckily I got HER, making my day. Life is getting busier day by day. Extra classes, night classes, DUMB classes! Geez, give me a break! Finished school at 2.10pm and extra class at 2.45pm? Damn! And night class at 8.00pm. Woohhooo! Seriously I "LOVE" these fucking classes. It makes me missing Friday and Saturday.