The best day ever I tell you guys. Najah and I went to Mid. Got text from her, took a shower and went to Teluk Pulai's station. Meet her at Shah Alam and went straight to Mid. We've decided to watch a movie and queued for the tickets, couple seat! Haha. I was hungry, we searched for food, cheap food. Haha. Then we went to the arcade, but we dont have much time because the movie was going to start. We watched Avatar. The movie? Not bad I guess. I enjoyed myself very much while watching it. Hehe. Or should I say, we enjoyed ourself very much while watching the movie. Hehe. The movie ended in about 8.00pm, and I went straight to toilet. God, it's freezing in there. I meant in the theater. Haha. We took some pictures at the stairs while waiting for the train. Then we went to KL Sentral. I have no idea why did we stopped there. Haha. And then we went straight back home. It's kind of sad when I left her at Shah Alam. Oh I miss the moment when I'm with her. It's just like, I want to stay in that moment forever. Especially, in the theater. Hehe.

Last Tuesday, Faisal, Alang , Izzat and some chicks and I went to Kuantan. But Izzat and those chicks went early than me, Alang and Faisal because, u know. They brought chicks, so he act a little bit different from usual. They watched Santau, without waiting for us. Thank you Izzat. Im glad to be your friend. So we played bowling while waiting for them. After that, we waited for them, again. They said they want to go to Plaza. But something came up, and we have to cancel that plan. We went back home around 17:00 and arrived safely around 18:30.

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At the next day, Dika, Alang and I went to Kerteh. We went to Asyraf's house and planned to go to Ketengah Jaya. Chilled at Tihie's house and called Tuda then chilled again at the park. Haha. So much chilling, thats all that we can do. I've traded my Grateful Dead shirt with Tuda. And he gave me a pair of Wrangler jeans. There's so much to tell but I dont have the mood to type. Heeee~

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My family and I went to Kuantan today. Its been a while since the last time I went out with them. School shopping I tell you. But I dont grab anything. I just want Vans shoes but I cant find it. Searched for a bag, but nothing can catch my eyes. Its a school shopping but I dont buy even a thing. I think I dont have to follow them at the first time. I went to Syafiq's workplace after arrived home. Dika, Alang , Izzat and Puyet was there. Went to Alang's house after that. Chilled, watched nonsense clip and played video game. And POOF! Im home.

Its my N.A.Q.I.B locket. The alphabet N was lost. And im currently depressed. Ain gave it to me. Its not that I still love Ain, but the alphabet locket is kind of hard to find/make nowadays. I mean in Terengganu, I dont know if there's some other place that can make that thing. I know it is stupid to write these shit in this blog, but who cares? Its my blog. Damn im depressed! Just one alphabet, N! That thing is so small, thats why its hard for me to find that thing. Evenmore, I lost my spectacles and my c.lenses teared up. I can barely see anything!

Currently, im waiting for Pizza Hut's call. Waiting for the result of my interview. I just want to spend my holiday wisely, thats all. And extra cash! Hehe. Actually im a little bit regret. Because I let Izzat take my place at The Store and choosed MZF. Dika and Izzat just sitting around, waiting for their customers, find the goods and write that stupid series number on the receipt. And POOF! they sold them to their customers. They just do that stupid things and got their salary banked in every month. Actually, just 2 month. Thats why I said im a little bit regret. By just doing that thing, they got paid by their employer. I've stopped working at MZF because I dont have the energy to keep doing that work. God im exhausted! Taking order, cleaning the tables, fewh! I cant stand the pressure. I've been wondered, can I stand working at Pizza Hut if im hired?

I've been working for 2 days. God im exhausted! I can't feel my legs. Its ok, I just want to find some experience in working. And extra money! heee~ Im not using my celcom number now. Due to some problem that cant be solve easily. Lets consider it that way. I miss *someone* SO MUCH! I cant help it. Its just drew out from my mouth. I wish i can text u as always.

(MISSING)

Mackerel.

Its been a while. We went to kuantan today. Watched 2012. Great movie, a little bit bored. Eventhought its raining, but they still want to watch that damn movie. But still, we're having fun. Just now Izzat, Hatim and I went to Syafiq's workplace. Hey, I feel like want to earn some moneys in this school holidays. By working of course, im not into stealing. But parents, u know, they dont really trust me. It sickens me, but I'll try. Im 16 for god sake!

Untitled.

Its been a while. Nothing to say actually. Currently at Megat's house. I've slept at Hatim's house for 2 days. His parents went to KL for? Erk. I dont really know. Haha. Currently at the moment, there's some conversation between Megat and Fyqa. Disturbing me. How can they? I guess I dont really like to hear other's conversation.

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Nadiah gave me a shirt. Nadiah said that Megat was going to fetch Alya at her home and she said she want to give me something. I've been wondered. Haha. Megat fetched Alya, arrived and throw me a Nike shirt. It's from Nadiah. Continued our 'work' and tried that shirt. Perfect! I cant help myself from keep throwing 'thank you' to her. I just want u to know how much I appreciate it.

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We borrowed Iqbal's PS. Not just an ordinary PS. Its a PS3. Played A Little Big Planet. A little bit childish game but it brought us a lot of fun. Pulled and slapped the player's character, laughing out loud and accomplished the game's missions. Currently, my head is spinning, thinking wether my english is true or false.

Hit & Run

Involved in hit & run. Not just an ordinary one. Terrible I tell you. I dont want to tell about this in a long story. Feel guilty. But im not the one who rode the bike. My cousin's friend does. And the thing that I need it the most at this time is MONEY. I need to repair the damages before my father know about it. I guess I just have to claim the money from him. I meant my cousin's friend. Geez! Im sick with all these problems. Again and again! Keep it coming!

Broke.

I've broke Megat's lenses. Guilty strikes. Sorry Megat. He just bought it in just 2 weeks I guess. And I simply broke it. How much guilt striking in my mind right now? Lots of them. I'll replace it after raya, I think. I know lots of 'sorry' has been thrown to him. But again, im sorry.

3 story in 1 entri.

She said, dont think like that. She's not choosy. Is this a declaration? I was excited. Haha. This is how am I when I get to serious in loving someone. I've told her SOMEthing. About what I feel. Being dumped and ignored after we met. Dont know where to hide my face after I told her that. Haha.

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Hatim and I went to Mesramall. We offered Megat that C70. Haha. There's no way that C70 can reach to Kemasik . Its a long story how did we offered that C70 to Megat. Haha. Sorry Megat. Went to Giordano, about 6 pairs of jeans went in and out of that fitting room. Haha. While we're in the room, Hatim try those jeans and I took pictures and played with his butt. Weird heh? Hatim bought a perfect straight Giordano's jeans.

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Hatim, Megat , Khairi and I broke our fast at the stall near at the Tabung Haji. We're confused, wether KFC, Pizza Hut, A&W and the stall. Due to the lackness of our money, we've decided to broke it at the stall. Haha. After that, went to CP for a short karaoke. Then, went to Gong Limau. Hatim went home, while Megat, Khairi and I plus Akim and Syafiq went to Tri-Star. Where did that 2 morons came from? Haha. Actually, they're from Nuzul's house. Megat , Khairi and I played a game. Snooker of course, Tri-Star doesnt provide other games except that hell game. Haha. I've lost. Akim and Syafiq just watching. Haha. Megat's phone keep ringing, calls from his father. Then? Went home lah!

THE END.

Untitled.

I went to Kuantan today.My family went to the mall for shopping.They all said it "Shopping Raya".Its been a while since I get along with my family.I bought a jeans.Nothing can catch my eye.I was about to go to EC mall to check some interesting clothes, Padini? But my dad forgot to bring his medicine.So we went home after we broke our fast.


We broke it near the mosque.At the field? Bought the food at bazaar, wait for the summon and POOF! We broke it.God I was shivered, had a fever maybe.After we performed our Maghrib prayers, we went straight back home.Arrived? I called Hatim, he said he's done with his terawih.Then I called Megat, I went to his home.Went out for a while, just 10 minutes I guess.Got our WORK done.Then we hang out at his house, Hatim called.We talked, about school for tommorow.I went back home, and here I am.In front of this shit laptop.

Sadness and sorrow.

At the moment that words came out from her mouth, i was speechless. My tongue doesnt works like it should. I just want to wake up from this nightmare but this is not a dream. I'd try to think rationally but i cant. Everything seems not right. I want to feel the comfort in the emptiness of the sea. No past, no future.

"Love is a choice u make from moment to moment."
-Barbara De Angelis

Maybe she's right about that.

Gigantea.

Its been a while.Lets go straight to the point.Megat & I went to KFC to break our fast yesterday. Actually, there were many of us. Hatim cant join us because his father won't let him. First of all, went to Megat's house to fecth alya and then Nadiah. God i was nervoused! Drove a car with Nadiah at the back? No accident? That was a quite succesful task. We parked at the hospital, in front of the forensic room or whatever they call it. Quite creepy I tell you, and then move ourselves to KFC. After that, the girls went shopping, I dont really know what they're really shopped.

I bought new slippers. Weee~ Haha. And then Megat and I went to Skybox. Fetched those girls again. Guess what, Nadiah sat besides me(co driver seat).I was speechless!! But just for a while. "MAT YEN" took over. Damn! He was a disaster! Haha. Megat,"MAT YEN" and I stop over hatim's house to give him some STUFF. And then we move our butts to LOT144 waiting for alya's call. Alya called, Megat fetched her and I went straigth back home.

Just pictures.

A life to change.

Hatim and I has joined TEPCES's band.Unbelievable? Believe it! Haha.Maybe its a new activity that we can do to fill our daily schedule.Haha.First day with band, quite embarassing.Maybe i'll get to it.I play trumpet.Its not easy i tell ye.After the training,i cant really feel my lips.And just now,i go out with Megat, 'Pasar Malam' !! Hatim cant join us because he have tuition to attend.After that, we hang out at Bakau Tinggi.Story this and that, flashback.Fetch Alya and get ourselve home.

*Sorry for bad grammar.Practising.

Case ended.

Yesterday,got caught dropping classes.Im not alone,with Hatim of course.And Megat.Actually,Megat didnt skipped his classes.His ICT teacher wasnt at school and we go to KBSM zone to inform Cikgu Zawawi that Hatim and I want to join TEPCES's band.Around 12.30 we finished our task and go back to Admin zone.There's another 20 more minutes for Math period to end.I thought it was English and I just cant help myself to sleep at Exc.Suddenly, Pn.Sally came to Exc and "WAKE" me up.And 2 minutes later, Ishak came to our class and asked this and that.Hatim and I are not alone,accompanied by Nik and Din.Everyone has their own excuses.Nik and Din was punished by that monster.Luckily, someone called Ishak and he's just let us go.He was just like ending this case.Thanks to the caller,whoever he/she is.

Caught.

Its been a while since i've updated my last post.Like always, Hatim and I have been out in every single day.Oh yes, day and night.But just now Hatim told me that he cant go out at night anymore.Got caught skipping tuition.No more night outing.And fyi, many peoples told us that our face are same.Weird heh?

*Sorry for bad Grammar.

Benson & Hedges.

Every single day of these 2 weeks was a wonderful day.Non-Stop Hangouts.Yesterday, i've got caught with a lighter in my father's car.I didnt admit that i was mine.I blame on others.Its a long story.And today,I've attended a kenduri at Basir's house.I've met with my other friends.It was fun, insulting teachers,flashback.

Soprano.

I've been skipping many classes in these few days.And I got caught.I know how to do the mistakes but i cant bear the consequences.This is what i am.Oh yes im Paranoid.Worry about things that dont really going to happen.But hey,some people said, worrying to much kill the happines.

Non stop hangout.

Fewh. As u read at the title,i've been hangin' out for 4 days in a row.I think so.Maybe more.With my new friend TheHatim.I did go out with my old friend,Khair.What a wonderful week! I just want to stay in this moment forever.But life is like a wheel.Sometimes we're on the top.And sometimes we're going down.

P/S: Sorry for the broken English!

Wounds Covered.

I did have some fun in this few days.Hangin' out with new classmate that know the true meaning of loitering. Haha. Fewh,we're kind of having same interest.We skipped physics classes 2 days in a row! But still,I dont want to forget my old classmates.

Malassezia.

Im in somekind of dilemma right here.Between having fun with friends or with family.Parents want to go here and I want to go there.Here and There have same value of fun,but im not good at making choices.Fatihie want to sleep at my house tommorow and i think we can have some fun hanging out together.My parents want to go to Kuantan and its a big opportunity of getting together with my family since im alwalys going out with cousin & old and new friends.I'd try to compare which one is more fun and like Dassler said, "comparison is ridiculous".

I'm flying North this year.

I've paid my last respect at my class today since im flying North next week. Enjoy our precious moment together. My new "streamed" class is much fun than the old one. But im going to miss sharing nasty words with my one and only classmate that know the true meaning of LIFE.

"People look dumb when they try hard in something they don't really know." -Dassler

qoutes to think of..

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power,the world will know peace.."
-Jimi Hendrix

"Its better to be hated for who we are,than to be loved for who we're not"
-Kurt Cobain 1967-1994

last day of HOLY-day

friday=
12.00pm: woke up from sleep
1.00pm-2.00pm: perform jumaat prayers
2.00pm-3.00pm: kehulu kehilir ngan izzat
3.00pm-4.00pm: kehulu kehilir lagi, tapi kali ni khair ikut sama..ahahaha!
4.00pm-6.00pm: me,izzat and khair went karaoke at CP, hangin' at CP, hangin' at bakau tinggi
6.00pm-late night: at home, online, watching TV
late night: sleep of course


saturday=
11.45am: woke up from sleep
12.00pm-12.45am: waiting for khair to fetch me
12.45pm-2.00pm: we went to Mr.Z's house
2.00pm-3.30pm: me,khair and izzat hangin' at CP, karaoke, khair and i went to barber shop
3.30pm-4.30pm: kehulu kehilir,lepak kt padang bola, hangin' at khair's house
4.30pm-7.30pm: hangin' at my home with my cousin
7.30pm-now: writing these shit..
rest of the night: online, watching TV, chatting, sleep


homework??
hell with them..
our routine is boring aite??

hangin' out..

i finally can hangin out after 7 days in my room..
well,mostly in my grandparents house..
yesterday, my cousin and i go to kuantan..
hangin' around,chillin'...

movies,arcade,bowling..
fewh..what a day..
well..im back in my room in these 5 days..
until then..

2 month without light..

2 month without internet..
it feels like im in a jungle..
at the moment i wrote this..
i was at my aunt's house..
begging for their sympathy to use their broadband connection..

well..this is it..
i wont be online too often..
goodbye my cyber friends..
but not forever..

back in 60's

one of my biggest weakness is..
u know..i cant deal with memories..
cant stop remember about them...
for all the precious moment we spent..
and this is it???

i want to stay in touch with them..
but i've did a mistake..
a mistake that hold me to stay in touch with all of them..
how i miss the day we spent our time together..

this friendship will never end..
N.K.R.R.A
they're really true FRIENDS...

extended??

extended physics class..
1.30pm..thats the time that we should go home...
i've waited until 1.30pm..
yeay! its 1.30pm.. but we still cant go home..
we're "released" at 2.00pm..

for khair information..
i hate physics more than addmath..
its not that i like that loony elizai..
we can insult elizai when we're bored..
but we cant insult that "ustazah fizik"..
i dont have the heart..

by the way..
im away to KL-segamat in these few days..
good bye books..good bye teachers..
and hello "WORLD"...

broken phone..!!

1 problem solved..
3 to go!!

and there's a new problem..
make it 4!!

darn!! life is all about problems..
mom help me..

ouh..i forgot..she's one of my problem..
help me anyone..!!
i mean ANYONE!!

fucked up!

life is not like what i want in these few days..
fucked up,confused,sad..
problem,problem,problem..
miss the old days..

god,send me one of u bestest angel..
im hopeless,helpless...

dilemma

seriously confused..
extremely confused..
trying to stick to the status quo..

HOLY-DAY

yeay!!
a free HOLY-DAY..

filter paper

80% back in health..
yeay!!

but i have to go to school this sunday..
aaaoooouuhhh~

crap!
this teeth is still making me "ahh!!" "ouh!!"..

meaning of life..

what is the meaning of life??
life is.....

eerrr....how about....
you guys find a "kamus dewan" &&& find for yourself..

im kinda forgot whats the meaning of life...
life is a...uhhh...life is a....

khair!!! what is L.I.F.E????

understanding INDIE

many of peoples out there really dont understand the meaning of INDIE..
ok ok ok..lets make it clear.. i'll paste an opinion from my friend..
im kind of agree with him..
but hey..every people have different sight of view..
lets take a look..

"indie tu singkatan utk independent.. independent maksud dye berdikari.. band indie bermaksud band yg berdikari dan bebas dr kontrak mana2 syarikat yg besar.. jd..tak kira band hardcore,retro,rock n roll,skinhead,punk mahupun hip hop.. jika band tersebut x terikat ngan mana2 syarikat rakaman.. band tersebut adalh band indie... indie bukan genre music.."

well..i think he's true..
what do u think???

im sick!!

chicken-pox..
swollen gums..
sensitive teeth..


what else??

sick!!

i've been sick for a week..
and its totally not cool..
im dying here..
how i miss the old days...

this is what we said..
"ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara"
and one of it is "sihat sebelum sakit"...

i cant eat even a rice..i cant eat anything..just porridge...ughh!!
miss icecream..miss cold drinks..miss rices...miss all food!!
im not going to school since im sick..
and im totally not miss my school..hahaha..!!!

just miss my friends...
except!! there's and except of course..except accha!!
ahahahahahahahahaooouhhh crap!!!
toothpain!!!!!

MENTAL problem..

im very..very..very confused..
dont know why..its just a bunch of small problems but....
there's to many of them..
cant handle those problem..

need just a little freedom..
60 hours is enough..
please god..give me 60 hours of freedom..

:((

PQR-ShiT-UVWXYZ

seriously confused..
mentally sick...

help me...

old daily routine

fewhh!!
today is tuesday..
how fast!!

4 more days to re-start my daily routine..
u know..skipping classes.."burn" money at co-op..
hearing teachers saying "homework pupils!!"...
"today we're going to learn about....."...

&&& dealing with accha!!

hurgh!! sick of that..
arent u khair???
ahahahaha...
im asking khair larh..!!
ahahahaha....

mom help me!!!!


ding dong!! next stop is my classroom..???

i hope i was someone else..

theres to many "larangan" in my daily life..
and i hate it for sure..
no,naqib u cant do that..no,naqib u cant to this..
hurgh!!

im 16!!
please understand..
i hope my old folks read this...

oh! btw..this is the most boring holiday that i've passed through!!!
arrhhh!!!!!

X(

ding dong!! next stop is hell..!!

uugghhh!!

i've asked my mother about that gig i've mentioned before..

theres some positive respond...

ehehehehehe....

waiting for hadi's mom to letting "her" go..

ahahahaha....

i hope hadi's mom can give some positive reaction.. :p

but theres another problem...

with what am i going to go there???

bicycle??walk??

ahahahaha..

its 200km+!!

i guess i have to fly to go there...

ahahaha....

damn it!!

wish i could have my license now...

yeahh!! cant wait for the gig...

maybe i should ask my father to send me there..

here's the flyer of that gig!

ding dong!! next stop is kampung nasi goreng kampung..

do we really have that place in malaysia?? ahahahaha...

.

kuala ibai golfs??

no school for today..
ahahaha...
cant wait for the holidays excitement..!!
ahahahahaha.. :p

hey..this 18th march..
at kuala ibai..theres a gig..
TERENGGANU INDEPENDENT BANDS GIG(tiba)
i wish i could go..
in preparation to ask my mom..
ahaha...
i hope for miracle..

but hey..
i need some freedom..
every kids need that..
parents should understand that..
i hope they do.. :p

ding dong!! next stop is kuala ibai..!!

yeay!

life must go on..

fewhh!!
first upperform exam!!
it sucks a lot!!
darn i hate exam..
tell u what..i hate all things about education..

the exam??
dont ask me..
theres an exam paper..
i just answer 60% of them..
all of the subject....!!
aku mesti duk nombor last nnt!!
im in hot soup!!

enough about exam...
holidays going to start soon..
theres "KERJA SEKOLAH CUTI TERANCANG"...
for me..its more into "kerja sekolah cuti terANCAM"....
there is no way im going to do it..!!
not even in hell...
worry?? naaahhh!!
i have khair..basir..and my other crazy classmate...
absolutely not that loony AIMAN(acca)...

im in school holiday..
its "raya cina"
but im not too happy..
becoz im not celebrating it..
who cares??
i dont want to...
:p
im not happy becoz "keje rumah" belambak!
i dont think i can make it..
so,im ready to be punish!
:))
(tensen internet lembab coz ade kat kampung!)


ding dong!! next stop is pasar seni~